my s-day

goodbye Mr. Autumn

and

nice to meet you Mr. Winter

I just missed this moment

this is not a fake smile

and now it is began to fake a smile to everyone

I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY

-Leona Lewis

"In order to have great happiness, you have to have a great pain and unhappiness

- otherwise how would you know when you are happy?"

-Leslie Caron

is this true?

or

untrue?

Dear Latte de au lait...

hmm... I don't know where to start with. I will let my finger here just typing on the keyboard of my pinkie lappie. yesterday was my sad day even though there is a little bit of happiness I got a new handbag from him. and because I'm getting stressed & depressed here, I have bought another handbag also from the same brand from the online store. just to fulfil my lust and shopping therapy. there was just my assumption. a big thanks to Nad because lending her eyes to read every single word I'm typing in her window. and also to him because gave me a courage and stayed beside me. again, thanks. I really need that especially when I was down. yeah. now.

I've been crying yesterday night

early in the morning

and just now...

I'm now hearing a song from Joey McIntyre "Stay the Same". this song is used to be my favourite song when I was 12 years old because the lyric is giving me a courage to become a successful student *at that time I will seat down for my UPSR examination* now, the song is kept playing in my Mr. Touch repeated all over again. I really need a strength at this moment...

"Don't you ever wish you were someone else"

"You were meant to be the way you are exactly"

"Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are"

"When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far"

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"Don't be afraid if you've got something to say"

"Just open up your heart and let it show you the way"

is this my feeling right now?

especially for you...

xoxo

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