forgive me...

forgive me if I am a burden for you to carry on

because you said you want to fight for us...

forgive me if I am not perfect for you

because I thought we are perfectly into each other...

forgive me if I am being too emotional

because I did not want to lose you...

forgive me if I am being too immature

because I am attention seeker from my loved ones...

forgive me if I kept pressuring you

because I kept preparing myself for the worst...

forgive me if you cannot accept my worst

because I have too much flawless...

forgive me if you cannot accept my flawless

because you cannot accept my worst,

you do not deserve me the best...

and

I regret for giving me my fragile heart to you

I regret for trusting you with all your words and promises

I regret for letting myself in love with you

love is all about risk...

how stupid am I?

thank you

p/s: I hope you are going to be the happiest person in the world

with your new girlfriend

xoxo

monologue