monolog about love

my status in Facebook

about 22 hours ago

who is agree with me? when it comes to love, there is no easy answer. trust me. out there were millions of love quotes saying that this those these bla bla bla but no one can figure the right and exact answer. which one will you choose? the ones who loves you but either you loved him too and did not love him? or going back to the one you love either he loved you or might not love you the way you loved him?

one of my friends responds this: after what we have been through, it is better to stay with the one we love because the decision is stick into our hands. if we stay with the who love us, any time he can walk away from our life. from my own experienced, if he is in loved with us for real, he will stick to us no matter what because his life is you. he only has you in his life, means he is devoted to you. so be grateful with the ones who are really into you because you probably will never meet the same guy like him. I mean for an example, you love A but apparently you and A were not meant to be together, so you fall in love again with B. deep down inside, yeah you love B but B is no A. there will be no A in your life again.

and one of my friends responds this: I am gonna stay with someone who loves me, because I am willing to develop love afterwards. I don't want to love someone who did not love me. that is not gonna promise me anything. I kinda agreed with this quote because yet it is true to some persons in this life. but there is also people who did not have any luck when it comes to love. for an example, me again. I could not agree more that love is complicated. it is more than a feeling that we are allowed them to grow either fast or slow in our heart.

love makes your heartbeats faster than before. your adrenaline rush is higher than before. and yet will turn you into a new person when you are totally crazy in love. but is it worth? is it worth when he broke your heart? is it true that we can say it will gives us an experience in our life and promised that we will never suffer again when it comes to love? no one can promise such a thing...

he said he loves me (since 9 years ago)

he said I am his first love (since 9 years ago)

he proposed me (since 9 months ago)

but now

I think he just did...

he turned himself down

he shut himself down

he walked away

he left me...

I did that 9 years ago

I left him...

after all that,

I just realized and accepted...

he broke my heart.

is he really fall in love with you?

xoxo

love is more complicated than we think...