you can't always get what you want

emosi ketika ini sama dengan cuaca di Kuantan

sekejap cerah

sekejap mendung

sekejap hujan

di mana pelangi saya?

erm. don't know where to start. itu tipu. saya tak menangis. tapi terpaku. terpana. terkesima. dengan kenyataan beliau. beliau buat saya speechless since we are talking on the phone maybe 20 minutes ago? sampai sekarang. speechless. saya tatau nak cakap apa. nak tulis apa. get streaked. sekejap lagi menangis kot? sebelum tidur ke. menangis itu adalah satu kelegaan. tak selesaikan pun masalah tapi at least lega buat seketika.

esok kerja shift petang. working made me forget about my problem. it is like a therapy because I can be a workaholic person. I did that, yesterday. I did my work non-stop from all the morning 'till evening. I think ASM is satisfied with my work. and my respective marketing called me to ask everything is okay? Alhamdulillah everything is under control during my supervision since Saturday.

you can lose me

but not your friends

I am sorry for being too selfish

I lost

they won

full stop.

goodnight bloggers

xoxo

this is tragic