Frankly speaking, I’m bored here because I have no class to attend. I don’t know what else to do beside eat, sleep, surf, shop, le tour de
Now I keep spending my money. Guess what… I have spent about RM1k within a month! That’s totally crazy with the money that I spent for shopping. So, next month I have to re-schedule back my budget. Please spend wisely. Yeah, I hope so. Thank god we are near to fasting month. So at least, I do have a part time job.
I really missed my hometown, my friends and mostly my ‘panda si kurus’. I don’t think that I can adapt with this long distance relationship. But I have to. It is very annoying to see all the couples here dating and giggling around with their partner but me? You are so LONELY. Sound desperate huh? With this kind of feeling, envy & jealousy, I need to MOTIVATE myself. Nowadays, I became a person with lack of confident, passive & pessimist. All those negative thinking kept rewind in my head. Oh god! This is not ME!!
My friends said that I will survive anywhere I go or went. Within this 2 month, I will fly to
Please be strong this time. You actually got a lot work to do but something is stopping you from doing all those works. Damn! I hate this feeling. I hate this part. I think I should cry now. That can make me feel better besides shopping. I got to be strong. I just keep pushing on…